Escaping Madness…

So the next step is getting the hell outa here. I love my parents and brother…don’t get me wrong, but no matter how much I love them they are still driving me insane. I can’t stand constant fighting, I mean damn that’s one of the main reasons I left The Husband. It seems like it never ends here…I mean it does stop but then it starts right back up 5 minutes later about stupid shit like who’s Orange juice that was or who left the light on in the kitchen. Damn, sometimes I wonder don’t these people have any real things to complain about. I can’t wait to start college, and with that comes a decent amount of financial aid money…and a loan. I need to pay tuition and a bill or two then the rest is going to my ‘Escape Fund’. This way I can save another month or so, get school all figured out and my career and who’s gonna watch My Princess. Ah…all the wonderful stuff. I don’t know what I wanna do yet about The Husband in this situation, let him back in or not. I know I want to move out with KC but him and her clash so maybe it would be for the best if I leave him where he is. Dunno all the details yet. Just that I need to get away. I do really need to get started figuring this all out. Where we wanna move, what we can afford, who exactly is coming, what we need exc. There is going to have to be alot of planning in this, not just another jump into an uncomfortable financial and social situation. It all needs to be organized down to teh smallest of details. I’m not gonna make the same mistakes twice. I do not want to ever have to move back in with my parents, this needs to be the last time this happens. I would love My Princess to have her own room but if worst comes to worst her and KC’s son can share a room, and that would work out fine as well. I thought about maybe me sleeping on the couch but that idea won’t last, I definately need my privacy too. I do actually have something of a relationship going on with The Husband right now and who knows what may come of the rebuilding process. It may actually work out, and then what. I need my own room. Then work, with school has to be figured out too. I need to get settled in with the online classes and routined with it before I can figure out a job schedual. I definately need some income here. Well there’s alot to this, as anyone can see. It’s gonna take alota time and talking to figure out everything. I am so excited!